It is amazing how much a memory after hunger and pain can become one that continues to bring joy to the present.

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Again, I do not write this asking for pity or help, rather to share my experience in order to help readers in any way possible. Sometimes it just helps to feel understood; sometimes it helps to know the possible consequences of one’s condition.

I write…

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Our… our beliefs, I believe are an extension of our existence. Perhaps life, is not something we ought to discover, rather to live. Perhaps there is very little to discover and very much to create. Discovery, doesn’t it have a science? Doesn’t it have a method? A way?

But… life…

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pop! pop! pop! it boiled within me, lava.
Such anger I am capable of, scares me. Such a cold heart I can choose to have, one that sees sadness, pain, torture and draws a happy bow.

Such anger I decide to keep within, such sadist fantasies I decide to erase…

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again, I repeat, my life I shall share for the sake of the human with the crying heart, wishing once upon a time someone understood… the agony life subjects upon us. Not for pity, not a cry for help.

This morning I woke up from my short sleep to a…

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I have suffered greatly from my overthinking habits. I lost people and I lost many parts of my own self. Very recently I have decided to slowly try and find a balance. This has been increasingly hard due to my anxiety, depressive and manic episode, and my attachment issues.

I…

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I am a writer for the 18percent blog. I write about mental health issues and share experiences from my own life in order to show how bad they really are.

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